Oh my god why aren't the things i scanned in ANYWHERE.


Ugh my files are so disorganized.....


Today i was some really weird dreams so i\m gonna talk about them later......

I wish people would post comments under their own names more often

Okay, i'll just put this under a cut.( blöäääää. )

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 Weeeelp.This should like,animate or something.Nothing fancy,just....stuff.Click goes click.   

EDIT:fixed!

The contrast brings out some nice sepia undertones.

this was something i did to warm me up to Animatsuri, the anime con in Tartu next week.It's been finished like this since sunday,lol,so......when was i supposed to finish it?Ah well,better not over-work it or anything.

Oh man,didn't get to make any copies today....there's a contest deadline on monday, but i guess i don't have to actually enter it or anything.Gosh,why do i always hurry with these things?!?<input ... ><input ... ><input ... ><input ... >

Too lazy to edit,also know which pic is for which printing(sorta)

http://mymilkiaen.deviantart.com/art/Xenon-133189445?q=gallery%3Amymilkiaen%2F26185&qo=72
http://mymilkiaen.deviantart.com/art/Skygirl-121072218?q=gallery%3Amymilkiaen%2F26185&qo=87 (must remake)
http://mymilkiaen.deviantart.com/art/Plans-251950521?q=gallery%3Amymilkiaen%2F26185&qo=2 (this quite definitely)
http://mymilkiaen.deviantart.com/art/Sky-is-the-Limit-123555073?q=gallery%3Amymilkiaen%2F26185&qo=82 (hmm)
http://mymilkiaen.deviantart.com/art/Altamira-watercolor-practice-131302838?q=gallery%3Amymilkiaen%2F26185&qo=75
http://mymilkiaen.deviantart.com/art/Mister-purple-fists-163060307?q=gallery%3Amymilkiaen%2F26185&qo=46 (hmm )
http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs71/f/2010/287/8/a/sea_under_by_mymilkiaen-d30s88n.jpg (hmmmmmmmm,too blue)
http://mymilkiaen.deviantart.com/art/irreplaceable-173461629?q=gallery%3Amymilkiaen%2F26185&qo=39
http://mymilkiaen.deviantart.com/art/Goggle-Pink-216471456?q=gallery%3Amymilkiaen%2F26185&qo=8
http://mymilkiaen.deviantart.com/art/Serenity-199147398?q=gallery%3Amymilkiaen%2F26185&qo=17 (again,too blue!)


http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs71/f/2010/335/7/a/wishful_sleuthing_by_mymilkiaen-d3407pn.png
http://mymilkiaen.deviantart.com/art/Retaliate-197079558 (these just cause)
and more to come.
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i was gonna write about Korra a little bit, but....computer dying halp plz?

in other words,next week we shall try to update properly.

Let's just say that...........
I missed another chance.



Why   ;______;  why..... whyyyyyy

Was I seriously such a mess for the previous 4 months to actually forget about wanting to enter the next time there'd been an update to this????
Instead of having a stable unhappy job,I coulda worked on my entry an unstable but happy time working on it,being an artist IMPROVING.Instead I'm stuck in this time line where I have missed yet another chance to work on comics of the OCT variety.How is that not bad?If I were givven a choice to timetravel right now, this would be it.wait no



I think I have learned from my mistakes,and won't mope over this

Oh who am I kidding,I'm awfully bad bad at this stuff,and I'll probably mope foreverrrrrrrrr.

Hush,only cryes naow.

So in one foul keyboard-crossing move,my cat managed to:
>enter into one of the accounts on our computer;
>turn off num lock and all the other lock
>purr

Right now,he is purring on my desk right next to the mouse which I was about to use,but I guess now I'll just have to rely on the keyboard entirely.What I guess is weird though, is him purring at all near a veritable human-being(that would be me), when I have just fed him,and he usually does not.

Not that this is disconcerting or anything,cats are weird whatereverrhvr they do.I just really wanted to post that.


Aaaaaan time to figure out how to move the mouse without distu
Oh!He moved away himself.Aww.

Cats are so comforting.

Lol,whut drawings?


Trying to figure out a colourscheme for this one;I'm hardlyy ever good at colour,but I probably once had something very specific in mind for this one.I'll paint it out more once I get to it.



I quite like this one myself.The actual thing isn't finished itself,but experimenting with layer modes and other colour manipulation options is always fun >:3
(Even though this might just show off what a terrible colorist I really am or my horrible taste in color combos)


I drew this on a shaky bus.And inked it on the same bus too >:3 /badass


this is what all my drawings look like before they're cleaned,cropped or otherwise mutilated.

Lol,is this old or what.

what is this.

Man,I really doubt shit actually builds character( because animators are supposed to be building character,right?Lol,The Un-Timely PunFest is back),but I am just reminding myself of my design exam yet again.The way the teachers just glared at me,and how I pretty much lost my shit at the exam,and made a total fool of myself.Not that fool-making is such a big problem, but failing exams and just...even simple conversation's over trivial thoughts or simply lack of any.......It's those kinda things that make me lose it.Shit that happens to a person is supposed to build character right?

Which brings me to my next point:How do I get forward from this moment to the next one?

I've been going on a sort of a drawing-posting rampage for these past few days.And I've been having a lot of thses great little ideas for drawings and pictures and other work.But I've also been so disgruntled or whatever's the right word for it,so much that I can hardly get any right words out!How do I even type a description or text for something,if all that comes out is only EVERYTHING.I can't think as straight anymore,and that's something I anticipated out of a failure anyway,but I didn't really anticipate it like this.


just feel a little lost and emty is all, and need to get over myself.BLAH


Don't get me wrong.I'm not angry or anything, maybe a little angry at myself still,but......why are things so difficult to put into words now?

short story shorter:I am okay with not getting into animation school,but I am not okay with these feeling i am having
hwat is wrong with me
why am i like this
maybe im just never good enough
dammit cowardice get the fuq outta my flaming carcass and back where you came from
bluh




Maybe I should start posting only in images and gifs from now on.Things would a lot more conmprehensive probably.Yeah,that would be much more appropriate given all this rambling appropriate.
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